sad

I already more than 24 hours did not answer my dear's callings. I cried whole night due to he deleted my lovely studied photo in uk. that got thousand my pictures saving in his hard drive. When i discovered all is deleted by him, I very angry and frustrated for all those happen on me. Firstly , i angry due to that all is my sweet memories and i am sure it wont be take the same pic at same place with same people. Secondly. the reason i angry is because he did not take my things carefully. third, because he did not feel guilty after that..only sorry!!! sorry not cure....

I dont know when i will forgive u, eventhough it will take a very long time.

Snowing

This morning when i opened my eyes, i saw a deep snow covered my window...

My dear is just leaving me and going back to sheffield, and me need to wake up and force myself to touch water for cleanning face and brush tooth to prepare going out working.

Everytime its snow then i will think about the time we are together, we are beginning in snowing, do u still remember???

Avatar

3d movie- avatar, that is the 1st 3d movie we watched in uk cinema.. Beginning, we really dun understand what the story is going on.. But the middle of it I realise the avatar are meaning for orang asli. Haha, but they are more powerful and know how to ride horse and bird once their USB port connect to each other. Hehe. It spent almost three hours to go. It makes us suffering to sit probably , the ending is quite nice, after movie we go next door to having nando as our dinner..dear, I want to tell you the love is so powerful, it can let a human change to avatar due to love, and their can be long lasting love each other.. I hope we are as well

3rd Janurary 2010

This is just started the year of 2010, it means the time i go back to Malaysia is nearest. I am scared the time is passing so quick, because it represent the time I should leave my dear. That why I hope I can drop down some our memories here for him. He really love me, even this stupid guy does not have any money but he still can found his way present me LV branded bag as my X'mas gift. I really be touching of this silly action. He is giving the best he have always to me.

I am counting the day we will going to date. It makes me sad because we only left 54 days to be together. Why I said that, due to we only can meet each other one day per week, so that is one year to go. Haha....

My fringer fracturing...Pain

This morning I went to Selly Oak Hospital which located near my working place. It is my first time go to hospital, I do not know where is reception counter? I walked around the hospital and searching the reception place from getting help of strangers. My fringer keep on bleeding, it make me anxious....(haha...Actually my fringer being crashed by the door.) I only settle my problem by myself due to all my friends need to work during week days. I spent almost 3 hours in hopistal for reviewing my injured fringer, taking x-ray picture, and dressing it..

Unbelievable, I cried in front of nurse when she want to took my blood out which under my nail. That is so pain....so hurt...

When the X-ray result come out, I being scared by the picture...The handsome doctor told me my fringer is fractured...i need to wear the plastic container to straighten back my fringer for six weeks, otherwise it will bend...Oh my god, I feel I so unlucky ...Why all bad things will fall on me??

Uk hospital really more professional than my country one. Even the doctors and nurse also more good looking as well..wakaka...I hope my fringer can get well soon......Please.......

Guilty

I really appreciate the god arrange my life to meet such friends within this few weeks. Actually I feel happy to work in that place but I force to move, Sorry to my colleagues and my manager..even only two week i have been there, I really feeling that you all are really kind to me and be patient to teach me rules of the restaurant. I learn a lot from you all..thanks
I am going to move to birmingham and I will choose the best dealing to me. Its my life so I need to rational thinking.
I hope I still can keep in touch with my colleagues wherenever am I.

WOrking Life

Now I only know the reason of my all friends said working life is so damn bored. Wakaka. Its really worst than I am thinking. Everyday after back from working I just hope could have a warm bed to make me sleep well. I sudden feel the life is so short and not enjoyful if my whole life just for contribute to work. It seem I do not have extra energy do my own things due to tired body after working hours , it hard to arrange the time go out with friends and planning travel. Oh my god!!! WHy my life become so bored , where is my colourful life?
Lucikly, I got my own objective within this period in uk. otherwise what my eye balls see is darkness and blind to work for nothing. HAHAHA.........ANyway best wishes to me.